wOrLd oF mY oWn...

bleahxxxx

2004-09-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

heyss.. long tym no blog sia... miss mii?=PpPstoopid msn wun work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i miss u guys...hehz..exams round the corner sia...arghhh...sianz....everyday got tuition....can die mann..wtf..eh...sad 2 saE dis, but chris n jian yi leavin peirce...WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!of all ppl why dem???????????????????urgh..disgusted wif lyf..todae got tuition....hmm..sian..as usual.. attend sho many lessons butt chinese still as bad..=x aiya...need 2 loose alot of weight....shitit...eh...skul is as usual... hectic.. but i choose 2 slack..heehee.. letter writin became the ''in'' thing 4 mii n sam..writin lyk siao.. sam even wrote 2 ryan..muahahaha..alfie n irene sho lurrrrrving...hahaha waseh.. hiw i dream of tt to happen 2 mua.. since i sho ugleeeee...hehz... still lyk tt person sia... 7 or 8 mths liao... long hor? some ppl longer... wna giv up though... eh.. wad 2 doooooooo.... kaes... i stop here.. nth 2 write liao....
*haha ryan couldnt trick mii wif the stoopid weight guessin thingy... muahahaha... i m GENIUS!!!!! LOLSHx.. JKJK..save my $2.. heehee..

irrestible by mariah carey

2004-08-31T18:56:00.000+08:00

Everytime I try to leave
Something pulls me back baby
Tried and tried to let you go
But it's just impossible
Everytime we say goodbye
Bitter tear drops fill my eyes
Wish I didn't need you so
But you're irresistible

I don't wanna lose you to somebody else
But I can't go on contradicting myself
I know that it's pointless to keep hodling on
But something inside tells me you're where I belong

Everytime I try to leave
Something pulls me back baby
Tried and tried to let you go
But it's just impossible
Everytime we say goodbye
Bitter tear drops fill my eyes
Wish I didn't need you so
But you're irresistible

I know that it's unrealistic to think
That things will get better
Between you and me
Cause time after time
You just shatter my heart
But when I'm without you
I feel so torn apart

Everytime I try to leave
Something pulls me back baby
Tried and tried to let you go
But it's just impossible
Everytime we say goodbye
Bitter tear drops fill my eyes
Wish I didn't need you so
But you're irresistible

Boy
I wish
That I didn't
Love you so
(oh oo oh oo oh oh)
I try to tell you no
But you're irresistible
(oh oo oh oo whoah oh)

See I only want it to be like it was
When we got together and first fell in love
Sometimes it's like I'm addicted to you
This love's so consuming
I don't know what to do

Everytime I try to leave
Something pulls me back baby
Tried and tried to let you go
But it's just impossible
Everytime we say goodbye
Bitter tear drops fill my eyes
Wish I didn't need you so

But you're irresistible

Everytime I try to leave
Something pulls me back baby
Tried and tried to let you go
But it's just impossible
Everytime we say goodbye
Bitter tear drops fill my eyes
Wish I didn't need you so
But you're irresistible

Everytime I try to leave
Something pulls me back baby
Tried and tried to let you go
But it's just impossible
Everytime we say goodbye
Bitter tear drops fill my eyes
Wish I didn't need you so
But you're irresistible

read the lyrics!!!!it rox

shit siaaa

2004-07-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

wa lau.. 2dae was sho perfect.. til aftr eng lesson.. my thingy leak...den stain my skirt..kaox..my chair oso got..den whole class noe..wa lau.. so embarassin.. den tt si darren keep on larfin..chee lorz..i feel lyk i cannot show my face in class again..hiya..but most of my frens oso quite good la.. they comfort me..(sho touchin hor..) ya laa..its true tt it is normal laa...but oso v paiseh maa..sianz lor..
ltr aftr skul wen 2 j8 wif sam ty glad pei hoon n kuang.. we take photo..v nice.. kuang managed 2 choose sth 4 wen ting..lols.. thanks 2 mi!! haha..jkjk..ltr kuang ty n sam cm my hse.. we play until siao..hmm..i tink tts bout it all..kkz gtg bye!!

wAaaH......

2004-05-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

yesterdae go play bball tt tym runrunrun den fall down.Sh*t!! now got sprained ankle..sobz.. tml dunno if can do ballet anot..sobz..waaaaahhh!!skwel hols cm le..sigh..will miss ALL my fwenzz..got alot 2 brush up from aniwaes.. alot 2 do..alot 2 change.alot 2 improve.alot 2 love.

lolx....

2004-05-26T15:27:00.000+08:00

halo halo..erm dis is stupid but i have a new teeth growin...diaozzz..wadeva..bye!

hAhAzz..

2004-05-24T16:20:00.000+08:00

eXaMs are ova(finally)...n i got my results back...whEEEee!!haha..not v gd but not too bad.. lucky.. i thot with my lazy n careless attitude i wun do well..but hu noes? im a genius!!(hEhZ..) i slept through it n moSt lykly stayin in pierce!! haha..lolx..if i can plead my parents enuf i can own a doggie!! hahaz..lolx..ok.. i'll cut the crap fer now..PeAcE oUt!!

AvRiL LaViNgE--My HaPpY EnDiNg

2004-05-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

hEhz...

2004-05-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

haha..just cm bac fm gym..lolx..muz loose weight..dun wanna b a fat cowanymore..lolx..heehee..

2004-05-20T16:19:00.000+08:00

well..
dis is sth bout me goin to a mixed skul..formally.. i was fm marymount convent..a total gurlz skul..so..i nvr knew wad it would b lyk studying @ pierce..my aim was goin 2 cedar secondary.. another gurlz skul..but as usual..i din work hard enuf..n went 2 visit some nearby skuls thot..hey pierce is not bad n i lyk the place..my dad did too..so now im studyin @ pierce..
we din noe tt my father wad goin outstation so often n found pierce inconvenient..now my parents wan me 2 transfer 2 deyi or whitley..can u jus believe tt?!ugh..i luv pierce n all my frens dere n now they might wan to transfer me out jus bcoz of tt?!!!WAAAAAHH!!!sobz..i dun wanna tranfer..cant dey c im old enuf 2 take bus(even though its 3 buses)2 skul in the early mornin by myself..i mean HELO!! im 13!! im no more 4 or 8 years old!practically a teen le....btw if i don do well dey will transfer me 2 another skul..i mean..wads the diff..if u visit my blog n c dis n u hate me,plz b glad 4 me..but the thing is i already got connected 2 dis skul,i dun wanna disconnect myself fm dis 2nd home n juz simply connect myself again..
i mean,wad if i c my frens out dere wavin @ me n im not in pierce anymore???wad would dey think of me?will dey actually miss me?would dey think back @ the times we had in 1/2 a month?would i b happi or embarassed 2 c them? would i b able 2 find new frens n move on?or would i b alone???..................................................